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FlawlessLook at the mirror darling – what do you see?
Hair that feels like straw and looks like dirt, Eyes that wander and plead - brown eyes - because I’m so not unique, A mouth curved into a scowl, with chapped lips and crooked teeth, One big mole on my neck, right below the point of my chin, Too-small boobs and too-wide waist (if my boobs are that small, I should be skinnier), Awkward-hanging arms and nervous fingers, Broken nails and chipped polish, Wide legs that wouldn’t be so bad, if they were muscle, but no, it’s all fat, Scarred knees and bug-bitten calves Flawless
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Sometimes I DreamIt’s spring, And it’s –
Rainy-days And thunderstorms
And in spring, I dream of lightning striking me and filling me with light and life and electricity, and then knocking me cold.
It’s summer And it’s –
Too-hot-to-move And sunburns
And in summer, I dream of my skin peeling away, and my muscles and organs rotting into nothingness until all that’s left is bones.
It’s autumn And it’s –
Plants-slowly-dying And droughts
And in autumn, I dream of not being able to find water, and Sometimes I Dream
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But Then It's Too Late“What are you thinking?” The words repeat themselves inside my head, and I wonder what to say;
I’m thinking of your brown eyes, and how Sometimes, they’re too dark to even see, and other times, They just look sad.
I’m thinking of your fake smile, When you think you should pretend to be happy, But we both know you’re not.
I’m thinking about how, Your pores are too big, and you Missed-a-few-spots shaving.
I’m thinking about your laugh, And how sometimes it sounds harsh, stressed, forced, But how somet But Then It's Too Late
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The Giftwrapping is PeelingHe once told me that people are like presents, and When we die, all that's left is the cold, hard box, but Everything inside is empty.
He told me that I used to be the most beautiful present he had ever gotten, But he let me sit out for too long, and he forgot to take care of me, and now I was just Old and broken and worthless.
I told him that I'd waithereforever, until he found the time to fix me, because There's nothing else that I could do - no one else would want me now And I couldn't leave him, nonono.
But he said to me, darling, I don't think there's enough The Giftwrapping is Peeling
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Current Residence: United States
Interests: debate, photography, biology
Favourite band or musician: Jack's Mannequin
Favourite poet or writer: Tommy [[The-Surrealist]]
Favourite photographer: dalantech
Favourite style of art: Photography
Tools of the Trade: Canon EOS Rebel XS, gimp 2.6

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Debate Camp

Thu Jul 2, 2009, 1:25 PM

Mood: Excited
Listening to: The Fray
Reading: Frankenstein - 1818 edition

In three days, I am going back to debate camp.
If any of you have been watching me for a year, you may remember when I went last year.

Going to Institute means a few things:

1.) I will be away from home for four weeks - so no more of the same plants in my yard
2.) More pictures when I come back,

but,

3.) I'll also be away from dA while I'm there. Which means that all of the pictures that I've had piling up that I never edited are going to have to wait, and camp pictures will be added to the stack. I'll still get on sometimes to comment and favorite deviations, but I won't be uploading anything.

I love you all,
Thank you

Be back in about a month
<3 <3 <3

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